Day 194

So I'm totally back in reality and it kind of sucks, but at least I haven't been thinking about my chastity much and my desire to jerk off from yesterday has gone away!  I kind of can't believe I've made it this far along this journey.  I mean I really thought and hoped I could make it the whole way, but part of me was slightly suspicious of my ambitions.  It has had it's rough patches and with out the people around me helping me through it I don't think I would be able get this far.

And here is my wonderful morning wood with my plastic lock until the end of the week when I get to go to the doctor and get a little unlocked time. :)