Day 207

So today was my last day working full time at my job, I know that may sound like an odd even to celebrate or whatever it is I'm doing.  I'm very excited about it for many different reasons but one major reason is moving down to part time I have a lot less responsibility and so in turn a lot less stress which will be good for my chastity (I hope).  I do worry though that with some spare time on my hands I could get in to some trouble or at least cumin more often with all that time to play with my ass.  That certainly wouldn't be a bad thing, but I am trying to work on minimizing the time I cum.  That's no requirement of Sir, but it's just me giving up a little of my own control even to myself.  

Part of that comes from the fact that I really want to get the cum fucked out of me. :)  And it tends to work out that the longer I don't cum the easier it is to cum from a good fucking, so I think I'll wait and see what happens. 

Day 206

Wow I love cock, as much as I'm okay with missing my now cock.  I really miss cock in general and tonight when I got to touch a cock and play with it well I did everything I could to it.

I was out with a friend and I saw a guy that was giving me a bit of an eye and he was rather attractive.  I returned the eye as I got closer to him and as he started to grab his crotch I grabbed ahold of his as well.  I could feel his cock getting hard and it felt so good.  So as he sat down on the bench behind him. I got on my knees and put his cock and my mouth.  It felt wonderful to have a cock in my mouth just sucking on it feeling wonderful.  As he got harder and harder in my mouth it felt great reaching the back of my throat getting closer and closer to the edge of cumming.

He was loving every moment of it just enjoying the blow job that he was getting.  As he laid back and enjoyed my throat on his cock I could feel it throb!  I shoved it down my throat so I could barely breath but making sure that his cock was getting all the sensation it could take and I heard him moan and groan getting ready to cum and as he came he shoved my head on his cock making me swallow every last drop!  It was wonderful because it was delicious and I couldn't help but enjoy every moment of it and take his load as a good boy.  After he came I had a huge smile on my face from ear to ear and it couldn't go away because I had so much fun. :)

Day 205

Today was nice, because I was super busy and then napped, but I woke up horny.  Again I'm going to ride this out.  I really just don't feel like putting the effort into finding someone to do something with or something to do myself.  I feel pretty bad saying that I mean I should be furociously looking for something, anything, but really unless I find something good I know I'm just going to be horny afterwards.  

I feel like I'm a little spoiled in that way because the usual blow and go just won't do these days.  They don't have quite the same effect as they used to when I hadn't been in chastity long.  They really don't have quite the same  as before chastity when I could get off.  Then they were fantastic! lol 

Day 204

Okay still super horny!!!! But it's controllable at least for now.  I'll say it again though when you can't get action keeping busy is the best solution.  Today was very busy for me and now I'm exhausted so I really don't have no motivation to be horny which is good.  Soon though I need to get some of this out of my system and I need to get some release, no I don't want to get off I just want to get fucked until the cock is flying in my ass like a hot dog down a hallway and then I want his fist up my ass playing with me until I just collapse from sheer joy!  That sounds like a perfect night!

Day 203

Last night the plug was wonderful, only downside is that this morning I had to go to work early and couldn't open it up more!  I of course went throughout my day though content, but super horny.  That continued all day too.  I could barely think of anything but cock which was kind of fun, but also made work really difficult.  

This evening I was feeling a little less horny, but still pretty horny and I decided to let it ride out and see what happened.  And it wasn't too bad.  I was a bit jittery for a while going a little crazy, but after a good nap I was all better.  It was an odd day, but definitely a fun one. 

Day 202

Today was quite nice though nothing too exciting since it was a very busy day, but now that I'm finally home, I'm freaking horny!!!  At work all I could think about was cock and then I was distracted because I was distracted by activities this evening.  By the time I got home I was super fucking horny, so I decided to plug up for the night.  I have no idea what this is going to cause with me this evening, but just putting it in my ass made me super excited and felt amazing!  So perhaps I'll have another wet dream, or perhaps I'll wake up well rested and super freaking good with my ass just asking for more.  Either way it's going to be great and I love having my ass plugged up especially when the plug is right on my prostate pushing precum out of my cock.

It feels so wonderful to be horny but even better to have something up my ass taking care of it. :)

Day 201

Wow being past 200 feels like some sort of accomplishment (and it is) but then I think that I have 164 (plus a few) before I'm finished and that's diminished just a little bit.  Overall it is somewhat of a big deal for me and I'm gonna own that and nobody can take it away from me.   I do have to say this has definitely been a much more difficult experience than the 90 days as I assumed, but for different reasons.  When I though about the year after the 90 days I thought the worst of it was going to come from wanting to cum.  That's not the case.  I've learned really well how to deal with that and usually keeping myself under control in that respect.  

I think in general long term chastity is much more of a mental game and not just in the respect of keeping myself in check with cumming. Really it's come to finding ways to stay sane and fully enjoy my experience.  Somedays it's really hard to enjoy that but I try my best because otherwise I really will just go completely crazy!

And for my picture, technically it was yesterday but it's a wonderful picture so I wanted to share. :)

Day 200

A boys gotta do what a boys gotta do! Today I got to play with a good buddy of mine and he really wanted to get mummified and of course I was happy to oblige as any fun is really nice. And the fact that we've had fun before how could I resist.

So I wrapped him up and tormented him for I barely even know how long and loved every moment of it. Like I said though a boys gotta do what a boys gotta do and I really wanted to get fucked! After he was laying on the bed wrapped up and helpless and slightly tortured I enjoyed sucking his cock but it wasn't enough. I grabbed a condom and got on his cock and it was amazing! I felt wonderful and it was a pleasant surprise for him as well.

I finally let him get off and it was the cum shot I wanted to have but it was still a wonderful just being a part of a cum shot. Lol

Day 199

Today was a very rough day not because of chastity but because of life issues. But chastity definitely made it a bit of a worse day. It would have been very nice to have some instant gratification and some immediate relief but that wasn't in the cards today. I would definitely say that part of this experience sucks. I don't mind not getting off but when I get into a mood it is much harder for me to get over them. Sometimes the easiest way to get over them is to reset or have a moment good enough to equal out the bad and that is easy to by jerking off. And I'm sure it could be achieved by playing with my ass but that would require motivation and time which just isn't the same.

Day 198

Wow today was interesting. I had a physical soI had to take the device off so I didn't have to explain the device to my doctor. But it felt weird being out of the device so as soon as I got home I put it back on and felt whole again. Lol  But it was definitely nice to have it off for a while to feel free again.

Though it's interesting to feel so close to an orgasm through different experiences like tonight when I was making out with a couple hot guys.

Day 197

So not sure what happened this morning but it was nice.

There was something weird happening I was stroking my cock and it felt amazing, thick and strong in my hand.  I was slowing stroking it moving my hand up and down my shaft, gasping with pleasure each time I came back up to the head of my cock.  I'd been going at it for a while now just building up a massive load; loving every sensation my hand was giving me.

I could feel myself close to cumming but I wanted to hold off not quite let it happen.  It was throbbing waiting to cum, so I finally let it go and my cock pulsed and I could feel something coming up my dick....

But wait my hands were next to my body and my cock was locked up, but it was still pulsing!  I could feel my cock pulsing and something was trying to come out of it, but it didn't feel like an orgasm.  Something was just coming out of my cock.  Once I had fully woken up and I had a small grasp as to what was happening, I licked up a little bit of the mystery substance from my cock.  It didn't quite taste like cum, more so like precum...did I just shoot precum?  I don't know, but it was a great dream and a fun experience.  My balls are still so full they could probably spill quite a bit more!

Day 196

Today is the day the CB 6000 died (at least until I get over to Sir's and get a new ring for it).  Last night I woke up in the middle of the night to a very weird feeling.  There was a really good feeling, I was super hard and think I had been on my way to a wet dream, but then there was a really painful spot.  I thought it was just a snagged hair or something until I looked down at the device to find this...

The device had broken at the point at the end of the ring that holds on to the rod to keep it securely attached to my balls.  The edge was digging in to my cock, since it couldn't be fixed at least right then I took it off and told Sir this morning.  I tried some temporary fixes, but they all just busted open when I got hard. :(

Luckily the device comes with many different sizes of rings so I will be able to see Sir later today and get  a new ring put on.  Until then my cock will be naked and I feel naked without my device on.  I still operate like it's there funnily enough.  In the shower this morning I went through my routine as if the device was there and when I took a piss I still grabbed the base of my cock to shake etc just like I would if it were there.  I guess mentally I think about it still being there.

But have my cock exposed is very tempting, but fortunately I have decent will power and will be able to make it through the day.

Day 195

Just another day in chastity here for this good little boy, after a crazy day at work though it was good I didn't come straight home or I would have fixated on getting off all night.  It was in the back of my mind all evening while I was out with friends, but I never got the itch since I was out.

While typically I like the saying "Idle hands are the devils playground" because I like the devious things my hands do with my body.  In chastity though they are very very tempting because I could find my way out of the device (especially with the plastic lock) but that would not be a good thing.  Not only would Sir punish me but I would be disappointed in myself.  (Yes yes I could use toys on my ass and make it happen, but it's incredibly hot in my apartment and I honestly can't imagine playing with my ass for an hour in my sauna of a room. lol)

Day 194

So I'm totally back in reality and it kind of sucks, but at least I haven't been thinking about my chastity much and my desire to jerk off from yesterday has gone away!  I kind of can't believe I've made it this far along this journey.  I mean I really thought and hoped I could make it the whole way, but part of me was slightly suspicious of my ambitions.  It has had it's rough patches and with out the people around me helping me through it I don't think I would be able get this far.

And here is my wonderful morning wood with my plastic lock until the end of the week when I get to go to the doctor and get a little unlocked time. :)

Day 193

Today's been an interesting day in chastity. It has been a mostly typical day with a few sore hard ons while I was blowing my boyfriend. As well as the nice bulge that deceived a couple people I think. But later in the day I've had this building desire to jack off. Nothing intense, nothing I can't deal with, but it just seems odd because typically this feeling is provoked by something. Also it's usually more intense, right now I'm in that mood where if I weren't in chastity I would be deciding between whether I would be lazy or rub one out. Obviously that choice has been made for me right now, but it's still there and I guess in this moment I wish that I had the choice... Again that is part of it though and having the choice taken away puts me in the sub space that I like, yet this evening my mind is trying to resist. Not sure what that means but I'm sure I'll find out soon enough.

Day 192

Another wonderful in chastity with some play with my boyfriend but overall just another nice day. I hate to be so boring but well sometimes it's just that way in chastity. :)

Day 191

Another nice day in chastity really nothing exciting, but a wonderful day with my boyfriend.  But it is just more proof that chastity doesn't have to affect anything that I do. (Well except things that involve my penis.)  We went for walks all over the city doing the things that everyone else was doing, sure I might have had a little more sweat in my crotch but oh well.

I find it very interesting when people ask how chastity has affected me, because it really doesn't affect me most of the time.  When I've got a good build up going I will get agitated as Sir and many of the people around me will say.  As far as physical things though nothing has changed, and even most emotional things don't affect much differently except for the extremes.

Sometimes this almost feels like I'm getting off easy but this is simply the way that I deal with these things in circumstances where I am giving up because I enjoy it.

Day 190

So interesting day with flying and the TSA, but long story short I got the private pat down and had to explain to the nice TSA agent what a chastity device was and why I was wearing it.  Really he was more embarrassed of the situation than I was because honestly this chastity device is a part of me and I own it like none other when people ask me about it, no matter the reason.  But after that ordeal, I got to Seattle and have already had a great time with my bf, he is wonderful and delicious. :)  

Yes yes I've already had some cock and it was great.  As he would say it was all mine and I wasn't giving it up for anything.  :)  What can I say I like cock?!

Day 189

My life is still staying pretty busy which has been a positive thing for my chastity.  I haven't been thinking about it much, though I have been getting fairly lax on shaving and trimming around my device and I'm paying for it.  In the past week or so I have had so many snagged hairs in my device I have lost count!  Never has it been something unbearable or completely out of control, but definitely a pain and rather obnoxious.  Today I finally decided it had to be done and took out the trimmers and clipped it up and it's been soo much better today.  I haven't had a single hair tugged since I trimmed.

So just to share my experience with anyone looking to try chastity, don't worry about shaving everything, but at least trim up and shave where the device is going to sit and you will have a much better experience than I have the past few days.

Day 188

Just another normal day in chastity keeping busy with things and still feeling wonderful from yesterdays play.  I got to see Sir today even though we didn't get to play I got a plastic lock put on my device so that I don't run into any issues at the airport when I fly out to see my bf in Seattle. :)

I do want to give a huge shout out to the the Metalbond blog who posted about my half way mark!  Thanks  for the nod bud, I frequently hop over to that site and enjoy all of the wonderful posts he's got.  So take a look and enjoy!

Day 187

Ahhh, rarely can I say that I've had a first, but today was definitely a first and a very good one!  I got together with a friend that I just recently met for a little fun and got to torment him for quite a while.  I got him all tied up to my bed with nipple clamps and clothes pins finding all kinds of ways to make him moan and groan.  I loved having him nibble on my nipples and eat my balls because each time he did his cock got super hard. But eventually all of those had to come off. 

Once all those came off I spent plenty of time edging him, sucking him and trying to get him to cum.  He finally admitted after a lot of squirming that he doesn't cum while other guys are jerking him off most of the time.  I let his hands go because someone was going to cum while we were playing.  But I put my balls in my mouth and let him suck on those while he jacked off.  Then he insisted on sucking on my locked up cock, which was super hot!!  (Yes it would have been an awesome picture for today as well, but I was a little too focused on not cumming while he was doing it to pick up my camera.) It was weird because I couldn't feel much from it other than his tongue in the hole in front and then a little on the holes on the sides.  But it felt really good.  As he was doing that I was hearing moans come through as he then squirted loads of cum all over his chest.  

It was a wonderful time and while I have to be careful with it that experience would be a fun one to repeat.  ;)

So instead, it's my balls as a porcupine.

Day 186

So another typical day in chastity, keeping busy and trying not to focus on it too much.  I was frequently reminded of it though as I got hard for no reason numerous times throughout the day.

I have a request of al the wonderful readers out there, tomorrow (and every Monday for the rest of the year) I will be taking a picture for this blog.  I have been told by a few people that I have, by chance, taken pictures that have played into people's fetishes.  So if you have something that you would like to see me wear or do in one of my Monday pictures, send me a message at yearunderlockandkey@gmail.com.

(Yes I'm starting to run out of fun ideas for these pictures, but this should be fun for you and for me!)

Day 185

So nothing too special, but it does feel nice to get out around other kinky men and have a good time. Even if we don't touch on chastity it's nice to just know they wouldn't think much of it or wouldn't judge me for it. Not that it happens often because it's so discreet but it's a good feeling. And I have to say thanks to the Chicago Rubbermen for having a very nice anniversary party where I got the chance to let loose a bit!

And getting hard in a room full of rubbered up men is always a good thing. I love getting hard even if it seems counter productive, it's the only thing my cock can do so it feels good when it gets to stretch out a bit. ;)

Day 184

It's half way over...ish. I have a few extra days to make up for Sir. All my days from IML have already been included in my count but none of my other days have been.

But so far so good with today, nothing too exciting going on and no issues with my chastity. It's been a busy day/week so it hasn't been too big of a deal. It's gonna be interesting soon because I'm not really planning on getting off again until it's absolutely needed so I don't add any more unneeded days!

Day 183

Today was a little rough, I was super horny all day and couldn't get anything.  I mean I had errands to run and things to do which helped but every time I got home or had a moment to myself all I wanted to do was jack off.  My little heat of the moment cheating was not only bad because well it was cheating, but I think it is going to drive me a little crazy having had some stimulation.

I really was so freaking horny I could barely stand it, but it was also my fault that I didn't really do anything about it.  But sometimes I just want something easy, cleaning out and using my toys is a lot of work! Yeah I could yank on my nipples and squeeze my balls etc, but it's just not quite the same.  Neither of those will really get my close to cumming, and though I don't need to cum I like the feeling of getting close.

I've calmed down a little bit this evening, but I've still definitely got an itch....

Day 182

Today was nothing too exciting but it was a very busy day so I didn't really notice it too much. But I was definitely super horny all day long which was intense but at least I had some relief from Sir.

I'm hoping this keeps up for a while so I don't get crazy quickly like after IML but we shall see. It's always a surprise with chastity. ;)

Day 181

Ahhhh Sir is out of chastity and it's been far too long since I'm had the chance to play with his cock and have it plow my ass. Though tonight we made up for quite a bit of that as well as got one of my punishments out of the way, thank you Sir.  I do really enjoy his spanking bench that he recently bought it's just such a wonderful place to be strapped down at perfect height.

It was a different experience though because I knew I was getting on the spanking bench but didn't really know what for.  He counted the first one though and so I began counting from there but didn't know exactly how high we were going yet which made me nervous.  He went pretty quickly through to 12 though and then he asked if I knew why I was getting this spanking today, and I knew it was going to be my 32 spanking punishment.  I didn't know exactly why but I figured that my cheating on Sunday had something to do with it and of course it did.  So I knew what to brace for which was nice.  The beatings came in sets of about 10 which was tolerable but definitely intense.

After he was finished with the cane oh wow how he attacked my ass with his cock and it was wonderful!!  But before he came he moved around to my mouth to make sure I could taste the huge load he had saved up for me and I couldn't have been happier sucking out every drop and savoring it. :)

For some reason playing with Sir always makes me feel better about this experience.  I think just knowing he is trying to keep me sane and such is a really good feeling, so to say the last my chastity really isn't on my mind now, but today earlier it was definitely making itself known to me to say I'm here and be horny!

Day 180

This is part 2 of yesterday and a little bit about today.

Last night after I posted I went back downstairs and were just chatting for a little while.  Then the guys that were down there decided that they needed to see me sound before the weekend was out.  Of course I was not going to object to this at all.  So I went back up stairs to grab my sounds and as soon as I came back down I hopped up on the kitchen counter and pulled down my pants.  All of the guys were very intrigued by my chastity device for one and then the sounds were very intriguing to them all as there are really large ones that scared them a bit, but they wanted to see them in me.  I obliged of course and started out with the metal sounds which as always wonderful and there were lots of questions which I really enjoy answering because I love introducing people to new things.  But as they were asking how deep the sounds go, the metal sounds only go so deep because of the bend of the penis etc in the device.  My silicone sound on the other hand can go as deep as the sound is because it can take every curve and shape of my penis.  So as I start putting it in I'm moaning like crazy because it feels wonderful.

I start pulling it out and shoving it back in jacking off the inside of my cock, and the guys decide I have to cum in chastity for them because well that's what they want.  Being the good boy I am, how could I not do it for them.  So I kept sounding getting my cock harder and harder loving every moment having moments thinking I was so close to cumming from the sounds, but it wasn't happening.  One of the guys slips a couple fingers in my ass to help me out and starts massaging my prostate and I'm so horny at this point I can barely stand it just wanting to cum so bad!  Nothing was working though it was all feeling wonderful but I wasn't getting close enough to actually cum.

I pulled out the sound because it was just lending to the over stimulation going on, and I began playing with my taint trying to add some pressure to my prostate to make me cum, but again it wasn't working.  By this point they weren't letting me go until I came.  So I did something I know Sir may not be happy about but at this point my mind was in such a frenzy that was no where near what I was thinking about.  I was so fucking horny I was craving an orgasm like crazy!  I took the device and begin playing with it really just moving it around a ton just trying to get myself close.  Before I knew it I was so hard and thought the device might explode and then my cock did and the whole crowd oh'd and ah'd as my device filled up with cum and I lay on the counter shivering and quivering in pleasure!  It may not have been my best orgasm ever, but OMG it was awesome!

Now today that little sensation I was getting to my cock last night has left it a little on edge and feeling very sensitive which has been a wonderful feeling and kept me super horny all day long. :)

Day 179

So today was a good day in chastity nothing too exciting for me but I got to be involved in getting a few different people off at the party.  I also got the opportunity to be somewhat dominant which I really find myself enjoying more and more as time passes. I don't know if it's the chastity that is pulling it out of me or if it's just me getting more and more comfortable with the things that I'm doing, but either way it's fun.

It has been a difficult weekend though from the aspect of watching so many get off and having people talk about the number of times that they have gotten off etc.  In full disclosure, it truly bothers me slightly because well I'd like to be getting off as well but that's not happening.  So while it's certainly not killing me and I'm not pissed about it or anything people could stop talking about it. Though I completely understand that it's not something people are typically conscious of as it's not incredibly common to be locked up etc.  (I am the only one in it at this party even though someone did show up in it and another boy is just not allowed to cum though does not wear a device, he's impressive!)  So I try to not think about it and put it into perspective but sometimes it's not the easiest thing to do.

I definitely have no complaints from the weekend I have had tons of fun and hope to possibly have a bit more fun before it's over.  And I have some pictures I think Sir will enjoy, but it is situations like this that can make me really crave the ability to cum!

Day 178

:-D...and that smile isn't nearly big enough!

This evening was wonderful for me and just another glowing reminder as to the fact that sooooo much fun can be had even in chastity and not getting off.

It started off as a fairly normal day with nothing all that special going on just hanging out with friends and having a nice day not thinking much about my chastity.  And then after the group got home from dinner the fun began!  I was tied up arms together to the up stairs balcony to take a flogging.  And as a party for people to get to try out some new things a few guys who had never flogged got the chance to try out on my back.  I didn't mind as it was a nice little warm up.  Then as the man who was going to flog me stepped up he started off giving a little more of  warm up and as he started I could hear some "Ahhhs" and "Ouches" from some of the guys watching.  (But really it sounded much worse than it was.)  He continued to build me up and keep going and at this point I don't know if everyone got quiet, went somewhere else in the cabin, or who knows what.  I was simply focused on every strike that was coming to my back feeling it sink in and waiting for the next one if it was going to come immediately with the continuous strokes or a few moments later with a large strike.  As he continued I could feel my hands starting to fall asleep tied up, but it was a hard choice to decide whether or not I could continue or stop so I could get feeling back in my hands.  I wasn't finished but I decided it was time to come down, and luckily there was more in store for me. :)

After my hands got back to normal and a few people oohhed and ahhed over my back I was tied over the edge of the balcony on the cabin and spanked for a while, nothing quite like Sir, but definitely a nice finish to the fogging I had just received.  And as I thought I was finally finished and started to get let off the balcony my hands were not untied.  I was taken downstairs to that porch and tied over a bench to get a little spit-roast going on.  I was very excited I've had a few cocks in my mouth, but I was thrilled to get it on both sides.  As things started it was nice, but the bench was getting in the way so I got on my knees surrounded by cock and then as I was getting exhausted from all cock sucking I sat down and everyone blew their loads all over me.  It was a wonderful time and made me a very happy boy, almost putting me in that post orgasm exhaustion/endorphin pass out feeling.  Of course this all was plenty more work than jacking off, but definitely sooooo worth it!

Oh and definitely no cum of my own yet this weekend. ;)

Day 177

Today has been another bondage filled day which is tons of fun.  It's almost as fun to watch as it is to participate which has been a lot of fun, but I have certainly enjoyed getting plenty of people off.  I have to giggle each time that people say that I'm good at getting people off.  Honestly though since I'm not able to get off I'm very interested in getting other people off.  Like I've said before if I can't get off I'll make sure that other people do!

Though today I did have the please of running around in rubber for quite some time which is nice to just be able to run around in whatever I want and it not matter.  And of course then getting thrown into a neoprene straight jacket and fucked is always a wonderful time.  I still have yet to cum, but really it doesn't matter because that's not my priority as long as I'm having fun.

I've gotten one picture for Sir and hopefully there will be many more to cum!  Stay tuned for more debauchery.  :)

Day 176

Yay for the first night of the bondage weekend! It's been fantastic! I've already been wrapped up and played with and had a number of cocks in my mouth. If this continues it's gonna be one of the best weekends ever.

I came very close to cumming numerous times tonight but it never happened. With a vibrator on my cock and someone trying to jerk me off I could barely hold back but I didn't get off even though I really wanted to. I figure at some point this weekend I will probably get off at some point but who knows what I'll be doing but it will be amazing! If I don't get off well that's just the way it is and I'll survive. But like I've said before it's not always about the cumming that's just an added bonus!