Another day all locked, nothing too exciting. But for the fun part of this post Day in a sleep sack: part 2...
I'm getting so tired, I can barely keep my mind going to stay awake.......
SLAM!
Oh shit, what happened?! I must have dozed off, but Sir's home! Thank god, I really don't know how much longer my bladder can hold all my piss in any longer. I hear some shuffling outside of the bedroom; "I have to piss Sir!" I try to shout through the gag, but of course it only comes through as "Ufff hff Suhh!"
Damn gag, this is important.
Then I hear the door creak open, "Do you need something boy?"
"Yergh, Serh." I feel a slightly tug on the gag and hear the snaps pop of as the gag comes out. I adjust my jaw as it's gotten really sore from being gagged for so long.
"I have to piss, Sir."
"Well boy, you better hold it until I'm ready for it."
"Yes Sir."
The door closes and I'm holding it in with all I've got feeling like the piss is trying to escape out creeping further down my cock ready to flow. And then he comes back and I hear click and off comes the cage from my cock...what's going on here...I have to piss not cum...
Sir pulls me down the bed and stands me up at the end of his bed. I feel something cold against balls, "Piss boy." I let it go and it felt so good to just let my bladder empty, "Good boy, but do you really wanna let it all out?"
As the last drop falls from my cock I feel a gag in my mouth, but I could breathe through it. It tightened around my head and kept my mouth wide open. And only I moment later the salty taste of piss hit my tongue and I guzzled it down as I could feel more splashing down the funnel above me. As I battle to swallow it all down and continue to chug it I'm loving the taste of my own piss ready to recycle it.
As I swallow down the last gulp of piss I hear another splash from above me and soon a small trickle of hot piss comes into my mouth. Sir's piss is delicious flooding my mouth, filling my stomach with piss which will soon refill my bladder to recycle all the piss I'm swallowing down.
After Sir has dumped all of his piss down my throat he takes the funnel gag off but quickly plugs my mouth back up and snaps the gag back on. And throws me back on the bed and my cock is standing straight up from my body.
"You look like you're enjoying yourself, boy." As he chuckles and walks away, to open his drawer of torture.
Smack! But I don't feel a thing, where's he at, where's that going to hit next?
Thwack, it hits first on my chest, right over my nipple. Thwack, thwack, thwack, right over the nipple through the neoprene I could still sting of the paddle on my nipples, switching back and forth between each nipple on each hit, getting harder and harder. Each one stings just a little bit more.
"MMmmmm....Aarrgghhhh..." come through the gag as he continues to hit my nipples.
He lightens the hits and then the hits stop all together. But he can't possibly be done...SMACK!
"AAAhhhhhhhh!" My balls tighten up as I cringe just a little bit and try to squirm inside the sleepsack unable to do anything other than tighten up my body and brace for the impact.
"Good boy, now lets see how much those balls can really take. Until your cock goes down I'll assume you can take more."
I can only imagine the evil smirk he had on his face as he said that and I can't wait for what's coming next, but how the hell am I'm gonna be able to get my cock to go down. Beating my balls will only make it harder...
Smack, smack, smack, SMACK! "Argh!" comes from behind my gag. Sir starts working over my balls making me moan and squirm in pleasure and pain. He works them over with his paddle smacking them harder and softer doing everything he can to make me moan which makes him so hard. That just provokes him to start pounding on my balls harder.
I'm still moaning getting distracted from my goal of trying to go down. Finally I can gain some composure as he beats my balls, trying to think of anything non sexual, but nothing is working my cock is throbbing and hard as my balls are being worked over.
And then he stops for a moment and I feel rope going over around my balls, tightening round and round getting cinched with a knot and then pulled tight. Finally I can make my progress, thinking about everything but sex, I can feel my cock soften just a bit.
Smack! There goes that tiny bit of progress, as Sir continues to smack my balls, my cock just gets rock hard again.
Sir had been smacking my balls for so long that I wanted my cock to stay hard, but it just couldn't. My body had had so much pleasure that it could barley take any more and so my cock started to soften.
Sir finally spoke, "Stay hard 5 more minutes boy and you'll get to cum..."
It'd been so long since I'd cum last, almost 100 days. I wanted to cum so bad, but my cock just kept going down. I had spent so long trying to get it to go down, now I was trying to get it back up. I was thinking of nothing but cock which always makes me hard and I was getting nothing, my body had just had enough. I tried moving the sleep sack to rub my nipples just a little. Nothing happened my cock was shrinking, but slowly...maybe I could make it last...maybe there only had to be a couple more minutes.
"4 more minutes boy."
Oh shit there's no way I can last that long, cock, cock, cock...but nothing it kept shrinking.
"Oh poor little boy, looks like you're gonna have to get locked up again unless you can get that dick back up."
I just relax and try to enjoy my balls and stretch my feet to pull on my balls a little bit more. And I feel a little twinge...no it's just getting softer and shrinking.
As Sir's ball hits get lighter I know he's done with them and I've failed, I won't be cumming any time soon. Sir's hand was on my cock spreading some lube...maybe I was going to get off! Then the cold plastic of the CB hit my cock and I gave up all hope. I heard the click of the lock and I was in for good.
No sooner than I was locked up was I rolled on to my front laying with my face in the pillow as I feel a slight breeze on my ass and hear the zipper come down.
To be continued...
Thursday, March 31, 2011
Wednesday, March 30, 2011
Day 90
Today for me is kind of the real beginning of this adventure for me...yeah I know I've been at it for 90 days now. But this is how long I went the last time I was in chastity so I knew I could make it this long, so the real challenge starts now.
The real funny part of the day, was when I was at the end of my very long work day and thought to myself, "Ahhhh, how nice it will be to go home and jack off." And then a moment later I thought, oh shit, no I can't but that would be soo nice tonight! It really is shocking how I can sometimes completely forget about having the chastity device on.
I'm looking for ways to reward myself along this journey, I've got a couple pieces of gear that I'm planning on rewards down the road. But I'm looking for other ways (not cumming or having orgasms) if anyone has any ideas as to how I could reward myself leave some comments with ideas. :) Just keep in mind that "punishments" can be rewards
For those of you looking for the end of the story from Day 87 it will be continued tomorrow. Enjoy!
The real funny part of the day, was when I was at the end of my very long work day and thought to myself, "Ahhhh, how nice it will be to go home and jack off." And then a moment later I thought, oh shit, no I can't but that would be soo nice tonight! It really is shocking how I can sometimes completely forget about having the chastity device on.
I'm looking for ways to reward myself along this journey, I've got a couple pieces of gear that I'm planning on rewards down the road. But I'm looking for other ways (not cumming or having orgasms) if anyone has any ideas as to how I could reward myself leave some comments with ideas. :) Just keep in mind that "punishments" can be rewards
For those of you looking for the end of the story from Day 87 it will be continued tomorrow. Enjoy!
Day 89
I think I've touched on this before, but I am and always will be a boy as I truly crave control and service. While I certainly do enjoy tying someone up from time to time or helping mummify someone to a board to flip them over and suspend them, I do those things from my service side. It's simply like when I'm on my knees in front of my Sir doing my best to suck every last drop of cum from his balls. I do it because it's what they want and I can see their enjoyment from the experience which really turns me on. And chastity allows me to do that a little more because when I can't get off but I wanna play sometimes it's easy to find a guy that wants to get tied up so he can get off.
And when I can release control of one of my favorite parts of my body to Sir and say it's yours, you tell me when it get's to be played with, I get fired up. Especially when I see that he enjoys it and knowing that it's his get's him turned on makes me the happiest boy around.
So while yes the orgasms are amazing and the "frustration" of chastity is kind of fun. It really means nothing if I can't see the look on Sir's face while he holds my locked cock in his hands and then tells me to get on my knees knowing it's all about his cock now. While it's always there chastity just makes the boy in me so much stronger and hopefully an even better boy!
And when I can release control of one of my favorite parts of my body to Sir and say it's yours, you tell me when it get's to be played with, I get fired up. Especially when I see that he enjoys it and knowing that it's his get's him turned on makes me the happiest boy around.
So while yes the orgasms are amazing and the "frustration" of chastity is kind of fun. It really means nothing if I can't see the look on Sir's face while he holds my locked cock in his hands and then tells me to get on my knees knowing it's all about his cock now. While it's always there chastity just makes the boy in me so much stronger and hopefully an even better boy!
Monday, March 28, 2011
Day 88
Frequently I've talked about my balls being high and tight and getting wonderfully sore. But they aren't always cinched up against the CB around my cock and balls. Sometimes they hang low and actually let the device sag a little. This can be nice, but usually happens during and after my shower. Of course this is the time when I'm cleaning the device and giving the little, but only sensation to my cock. It swells and grows and I really want to get out so I can just jack it off! And as I rinse off I feel the device sag on my balls and the ring rests on just the top of the head of my cock....oh how I could just slip out... Thank god I have a little will power and a great fitting device!
So I guess what I'm trying to say balls high and tight or low and loose every circumstance in chastity is a struggle, but a wonderful way to challenge yourself and push yourself, which are a couple of the many reasons I love chastity.
Sunday, March 27, 2011
Day 87
Today was quite nice got a little play in for myself, but really nothing too crazy. So I've decided to take a shot at writing some erotica, this is part one and the rest will come throughout the week. I hope you enjoy and it helps a few of you get off, because it's sure not helping me.
As with most weekends my boyfriend was waking me up as he was coming back from his morning work out by slamming the door and causing a ruckus in the kitchen. I was starting to fall back asleep when I felt him crawl into bed and immediately found his armpit in my face, the deliciously nasty aroma filling my nostrils. I began to wake up to this very pleasant surprise.
He wasn't moving his arm though, and all I heard was "Clean it boy!" I muffled out "Thank you Sir" as best I could but with his armpit covering my face there was little I could get out. As I worked the taste of his sweaty post workout pits were getting me very horny, my CB was filling up and starting to throb. I licked his pit clean, still tasting his rank in my mouth and smelling it in my nose he lifts his smirks down at me and before I can get a work out his other pit is covering my face overwhelming me with his wonderful stench yet again.
Again I went to work cleaning this pit like a good boy should do, and before I could even finish cleaning his second pit he lifts it up, "Strip boy."
As with most weekends my boyfriend was waking me up as he was coming back from his morning work out by slamming the door and causing a ruckus in the kitchen. I was starting to fall back asleep when I felt him crawl into bed and immediately found his armpit in my face, the deliciously nasty aroma filling my nostrils. I began to wake up to this very pleasant surprise.
He wasn't moving his arm though, and all I heard was "Clean it boy!" I muffled out "Thank you Sir" as best I could but with his armpit covering my face there was little I could get out. As I worked the taste of his sweaty post workout pits were getting me very horny, my CB was filling up and starting to throb. I licked his pit clean, still tasting his rank in my mouth and smelling it in my nose he lifts his smirks down at me and before I can get a work out his other pit is covering my face overwhelming me with his wonderful stench yet again.
Again I went to work cleaning this pit like a good boy should do, and before I could even finish cleaning his second pit he lifts it up, "Strip boy."
Day 86
Today was a good fairly low key day in chastity. Even the eternally horny locked up boy occasionally takes a break from being hyper sexual (especially after an evening like last night that still has me feeling good). Sometimes it's exhausting always being horny and always wanting to play and not having the easy out of jacking off. It's mentally and physically draining as I try to come up with ways to pleasure myself and doing it. It's always fun, but to put that much energy into it is more than I like to or can devote sometimes.
It's always enjoyable chatting with people and their experiences in chastity, but it's really fun to talk to people who have never been in chastity before. Typically they are completely blown away by the idea of not being able to jack off and they talk about how they cum like 3 times a day. These are the people I would love to lock up and throw away the key just to see what happens. (Yeah I like to keep people locked up as well, just not when I'm around them.) Most people think that the hard plastic would be uncomfortable and difficult to sleep, walk, or do anything in. Of course that's not really the case as some men live their lives in the CB 6000 like I am for this next year. But for those who really are concerned the BoyTrainer from Mr. S (which is on sale for the time being!) is an awesome device that is flexible and incredibly comfortable. (Just remember it's made of silicone so no silicone lube, lotion all the way with this device.)
It's always enjoyable chatting with people and their experiences in chastity, but it's really fun to talk to people who have never been in chastity before. Typically they are completely blown away by the idea of not being able to jack off and they talk about how they cum like 3 times a day. These are the people I would love to lock up and throw away the key just to see what happens. (Yeah I like to keep people locked up as well, just not when I'm around them.) Most people think that the hard plastic would be uncomfortable and difficult to sleep, walk, or do anything in. Of course that's not really the case as some men live their lives in the CB 6000 like I am for this next year. But for those who really are concerned the BoyTrainer from Mr. S (which is on sale for the time being!) is an awesome device that is flexible and incredibly comfortable. (Just remember it's made of silicone so no silicone lube, lotion all the way with this device.)
Saturday, March 26, 2011
Day 85
Today was another great day in chastity. Really I didn't think about it at all which was really nice. I had my usual morning battle with it. Though it is never painful in the morning my balls are usually pulled high and tight and a little tender. I like that so it's never a problem, until I told me bf when he made me hit them 10 times which made them even tighter and my cock harder pulling even harder making them ache like crazy!
After that though through the rest of the day I kept myself quite busy and so my chastity as usual just became an extension of my body and I didn't notice it a bit.
Tonight I had no time to think about it as when I went out to meet some people I was quickly Saran wrapped to a pole down in The Hole, the local leather bar. They proceeded to put a hood on me and I was left there for people to fondle and play with as they pleased. I have no idea how long I was there just that I was constantly touched and played with. Before I could be released though I had to have a little bit of torture. My chest was beat a number of times, thank goodness I didn't have to count because I would have lost count real quickly with those hits. It was nothing I couldn't handle certainly nothing too surprising compared to what I've had done to my ass, but once I was finally released from my encasement I saw the proof of the work done to me. Trust me it looked much worse than it felt as it usually goes, but the suspenders I was wearing had to be placed on my shoulders so they didn't drive the marks crazy. But after I beating like that chastity feels like nothing. Especially when soon after the tables were turned on one of my wrappers and I got to beat his balls while I watched his face grimace in pleasure.
With so much fun to be had during a day who needs their cock? (Me!..in a year.)
After that though through the rest of the day I kept myself quite busy and so my chastity as usual just became an extension of my body and I didn't notice it a bit.
Tonight I had no time to think about it as when I went out to meet some people I was quickly Saran wrapped to a pole down in The Hole, the local leather bar. They proceeded to put a hood on me and I was left there for people to fondle and play with as they pleased. I have no idea how long I was there just that I was constantly touched and played with. Before I could be released though I had to have a little bit of torture. My chest was beat a number of times, thank goodness I didn't have to count because I would have lost count real quickly with those hits. It was nothing I couldn't handle certainly nothing too surprising compared to what I've had done to my ass, but once I was finally released from my encasement I saw the proof of the work done to me. Trust me it looked much worse than it felt as it usually goes, but the suspenders I was wearing had to be placed on my shoulders so they didn't drive the marks crazy. But after I beating like that chastity feels like nothing. Especially when soon after the tables were turned on one of my wrappers and I got to beat his balls while I watched his face grimace in pleasure.
With so much fun to be had during a day who needs their cock? (Me!..in a year.)
Thursday, March 24, 2011
Day 84
Yesterday I was feeling especially horny and like I needed some serious attention to my ass. So I ended up at the local leather store to pick a plug and ended up getting two, yeah I love my ass so I treat it well. As soon as I got home I was getting ready for it because I just wanted my ass to be full.
After a few minutes I was ready for it, and it was all I could do to not just jam it up my ass. But I refrained and worked it in feeling my hole expand feeling so great, and then closing around it as the plug gets locked in to my hole. I sit up and there it goes hitting right on the prostate making me squirm with pleasure. So I sat on it for a bit rocking back and forth rubbing the plug against my prostate.
After I'd been plugged for about 2 hours I decided to play with it to stretch my hole out a bit. It felt so great, that after stretching I had to rock it about against my prostate some more and then stuck it back in because I couldn't get enough of the awesome feeling of the plug in my ass. I left it in there for about 3 more hours before taking it out before bed. It was awesome after I taking it out my hole still felt full and definitely well used.
After a few minutes I was ready for it, and it was all I could do to not just jam it up my ass. But I refrained and worked it in feeling my hole expand feeling so great, and then closing around it as the plug gets locked in to my hole. I sit up and there it goes hitting right on the prostate making me squirm with pleasure. So I sat on it for a bit rocking back and forth rubbing the plug against my prostate.
After I'd been plugged for about 2 hours I decided to play with it to stretch my hole out a bit. It felt so great, that after stretching I had to rock it about against my prostate some more and then stuck it back in because I couldn't get enough of the awesome feeling of the plug in my ass. I left it in there for about 3 more hours before taking it out before bed. It was awesome after I taking it out my hole still felt full and definitely well used.
And then today my bf had me plug up for over an hour and put the nipple clamps on for 30 mins. Oh how my body loves the attention....but my nipples are still sore. :)
Wednesday, March 23, 2011
Day 83
Today I was just enjoying some kinky conversation with my bf and I found myself hard for near 45 minutes. When I'm hard the CB 6000 with the most recent ring, which I'm still loving the fit of, partially because when I get hard it tugs on my balls and makes them ache just a tad. And when hard for that long chatting with my bf they started to really ache and started to get sore to the point of almost hurting, in that wonderful way.
Last night after my post I was really horny and I've been incredibly thirsty for some piss. I don't really know why, but I've been craving it for days. I knew that I just had to do it so I could get over my fixation. Since I'm not lucky enough to have a friend near by to empty their bladder down my throat I was gonna have to do it myself. Oink!
Last night after my post I was really horny and I've been incredibly thirsty for some piss. I don't really know why, but I've been craving it for days. I knew that I just had to do it so I could get over my fixation. Since I'm not lucky enough to have a friend near by to empty their bladder down my throat I was gonna have to do it myself. Oink!
So I was drinking beer all evening and my bladder was starting to feel very full. I finally realized I couldn't hold it any more and while I much prefer to drink straight from the tap I knew that wasn't going to happen from myself, nor was I going to get all that delicious piss down my throat. So I decided to empty my bladder into a container....
It started with just a little...
...then just kept going...
...finally my bladder was empty...
...but soon it was to be full again as I sipped on every drop...
...and lapped up every drop!!
:)
Tuesday, March 22, 2011
Day 82
Update: So apparently I already answered this question...sorry there are a lot of posts I need to organize better but I hope you enjoy all the same. It's a complete different post. lol
Time for another question: "I find I'm piggier and will agree to more intense scenes or my "hard limits" become a bit more flexible when I've been holding off. What sort of things become more negotiable with the prolonged chastity?"
Well to answer it simply, it doesn't make (or at least hasn't yet, but maybe I just need someone to push them) my "hard limits" any more flexible. Also I don't have many "hard limits" except for the usuals, because I really like to explore and try just about anything at least once.
But what I have noticed and I'm willing to take just a little bit more of everything. So when Sir is taking his paddle to my ass or my bf is telling me to smack my balls and I think that I've almost reached my limit, I find myself saying I'm not done yet. Instead I say I want more more more! I think this is because while I know something like this won't give me an orgasm, going further will give me an experience that is simply blissful and fantastic.
I think the best example that I have of this is one of the play sessions I had last time I was in chastity, with the story after the break.
Time for another question: "I find I'm piggier and will agree to more intense scenes or my "hard limits" become a bit more flexible when I've been holding off. What sort of things become more negotiable with the prolonged chastity?"
Well to answer it simply, it doesn't make (or at least hasn't yet, but maybe I just need someone to push them) my "hard limits" any more flexible. Also I don't have many "hard limits" except for the usuals, because I really like to explore and try just about anything at least once.
But what I have noticed and I'm willing to take just a little bit more of everything. So when Sir is taking his paddle to my ass or my bf is telling me to smack my balls and I think that I've almost reached my limit, I find myself saying I'm not done yet. Instead I say I want more more more! I think this is because while I know something like this won't give me an orgasm, going further will give me an experience that is simply blissful and fantastic.
I think the best example that I have of this is one of the play sessions I had last time I was in chastity, with the story after the break.
Day 81
So as promised this week's pictures are of me sounding in chastity. :)
While I found it slightly more challenging to sound in the CB6K for those that enjoy it, it's certainly possible (and absolutely amazingly enjoyable!). I found that because the device isn't flexible like the Boytrainer it's more difficult to get it into the right place to get the deeper sounding. Definitely not enough to stop me or anyone else though I'm sure. And without being flexible it restricted me to the smaller sounds which give a excellent experience but different experience than the larger sounds. I'm lucky to have a fairly expansive set and played with some different sizes but I found that 19 fr. is the max for the CB6k. It fits in the hole quite nicely without touching the plastic.
The absolute best part of sounding in chastity though is sensations that I feel in my cock. While the not being able to cum really is the primary point of chastity, one of the many difficult things about it is not being able to touch my cock. I just miss stroking it and getting that awesome feeling; so being able to get any sensation from my cock from the sounds is a joy and pleasure.
Pictures from my fun times after the jump....
While I found it slightly more challenging to sound in the CB6K for those that enjoy it, it's certainly possible (and absolutely amazingly enjoyable!). I found that because the device isn't flexible like the Boytrainer it's more difficult to get it into the right place to get the deeper sounding. Definitely not enough to stop me or anyone else though I'm sure. And without being flexible it restricted me to the smaller sounds which give a excellent experience but different experience than the larger sounds. I'm lucky to have a fairly expansive set and played with some different sizes but I found that 19 fr. is the max for the CB6k. It fits in the hole quite nicely without touching the plastic.
The absolute best part of sounding in chastity though is sensations that I feel in my cock. While the not being able to cum really is the primary point of chastity, one of the many difficult things about it is not being able to touch my cock. I just miss stroking it and getting that awesome feeling; so being able to get any sensation from my cock from the sounds is a joy and pleasure.
Pictures from my fun times after the jump....
Sunday, March 20, 2011
Day 80
As I'm sure it's becoming apparent, chastity (at least for the long term wearers) is far more than just something that I'm doing. It's a part of absolutely everything that I do and it really is a part of me. So to answer the question on the post from last night, "How do you do in order to distract yourself?"
Well it's a little complicated because it depends on what I'm trying to distract myself from. Sometimes when I'm really horny, wanna rip the device off, and jack my cock until it falls off, the distractions come from getting involved in life. I'll focus on work, or when the weather is nice go for a bike ride or a jog. Getting back to hobbies is also a really good way to distract myself from all things sex related, and once my mind can get off the fixation of sex it's much easier to get on with the day and limit the frustration. Other times it's quite the opposite, I find the only way to get rid of my fixation is to just have some fun with myself (or more preferable with someone else, hehe).
The real trick is when it's something going on in my life. I've found that typically the easiest way to distract myself of relax a little when things are difficult is to get instant gratification, most notably an orgasm. So without that it's difficult to find an easy way to stop thinking about. I typically find that I just have to do something so abrupt that I become completely thrown off. Unfortunately this isn't simple like going for a bike ride, because I'm still thinking about it all. I find myself only being able to be distracted by hanging out with other people because then I'm not left to my thoughts alone and can feel productive for them. The only other way to distract myself is to have a cathartic release through a good spanking or flogging which can always get my brain to stop thinking for a moment or two.
Well it's a little complicated because it depends on what I'm trying to distract myself from. Sometimes when I'm really horny, wanna rip the device off, and jack my cock until it falls off, the distractions come from getting involved in life. I'll focus on work, or when the weather is nice go for a bike ride or a jog. Getting back to hobbies is also a really good way to distract myself from all things sex related, and once my mind can get off the fixation of sex it's much easier to get on with the day and limit the frustration. Other times it's quite the opposite, I find the only way to get rid of my fixation is to just have some fun with myself (or more preferable with someone else, hehe).
The real trick is when it's something going on in my life. I've found that typically the easiest way to distract myself of relax a little when things are difficult is to get instant gratification, most notably an orgasm. So without that it's difficult to find an easy way to stop thinking about. I typically find that I just have to do something so abrupt that I become completely thrown off. Unfortunately this isn't simple like going for a bike ride, because I'm still thinking about it all. I find myself only being able to be distracted by hanging out with other people because then I'm not left to my thoughts alone and can feel productive for them. The only other way to distract myself is to have a cathartic release through a good spanking or flogging which can always get my brain to stop thinking for a moment or two.
Day 79
Today kind of sucked, as much as I would love to say every day is awesome and just peaches and cream, it's not. On the days when life doesn't go quite as I would like it really blows because as I've said before all of my emotions become exacerbated. I become very angry at everything. I really hate that I'm locked up and can't do a thing about it. But that is part of being locked up and learning how to deal with it. I've found distractions are the best way to deal with it but unfortunately those aren't always easy to come by. So I have to focus on the good in my life and while there is plenty good chastity doesn't always point to the good things and so finding that can be very hard. I've founding just being in chastity to be enjoyable so I just look to those moments and rely on the good times I have in chastity to get me through the rough times.
Saturday, March 19, 2011
Day 78
What a day, I've been incredibly horny since I got off. Kind of the curse of having such a great time I guess, but it has been absolutely worth it! I love being horny all the time, but of course it has it's moments that really suck. Today was great though because I got to play, and in a new way that was a lot of fun. I was "mummified" in rope which is something I've never experienced before. Of course I've been tied up but been made this immobilized. For the story of what happened follow the jump, and pictures will come soon!
Thursday, March 17, 2011
Day 77
OMG I'm so horny!!!
Today though I was reminded by a friend of something that I love to do, souding. Sounding is an amazing sensation that is like nothing else, and absolutely amazing when jacking off, but just as awesome when locked up in chastity. Last time I was locked up I was in the boytrainer which was really easy to sound in because the hole at the tip could open up. Now with the CB6k it's a little more difficult because it's solid but my smaller sounds can still fit into the opening. I haven't tried it yet in the CB but I will be next Monday. Until then enjoy the pictures from last time.
Pictures after the jump....
Today though I was reminded by a friend of something that I love to do, souding. Sounding is an amazing sensation that is like nothing else, and absolutely amazing when jacking off, but just as awesome when locked up in chastity. Last time I was locked up I was in the boytrainer which was really easy to sound in because the hole at the tip could open up. Now with the CB6k it's a little more difficult because it's solid but my smaller sounds can still fit into the opening. I haven't tried it yet in the CB but I will be next Monday. Until then enjoy the pictures from last time.
Pictures after the jump....
Wednesday, March 16, 2011
Day 76
So today was lots of fun I got to do some cam play with my bf and a visitor he has. And it was just nice to get some more play time in, we all know I love that! He made me do everything he was doing to his friend to me and it was really awesome. It kind of reminds me of the last time I was locked up when I had to send a picture to Sir every day. (90 pictures is a lot to come up with when you're trying to make they are new and day and I was trying for at least slightly variated.) But it made the experience a little bit better all the time because at least every other day I would be getting some sort of play even if it was just with myself. And this time I haven't been giving myself as much attention, which while many times in chastity when you're playing with other people the focus is on them and them cumming etc. But when you're by yourself it's really time to focus on yourself and do whatever it is you need to do to have a good time or make it through your days in chastity. Which is partially what makes the chastity so great is that when it's not sexual there is more to it that makes a great experience over all.
Day 75
So I've been locked up for 75 days and I'm still trialing different things with the CB 6K. And it keeps making the device better, or at least I think so. Last night when I got locked back up I wanted to go for it and try the next smaller ring just because the one I was in was still slipping sometimes and felt just a bit too big. I went down one and it was a bit of a tight fit getting it on but it felt good. Sir told me the real test would of course come when I went to bed if it would still be comfortable there after it'd been on for a bit, and that's just a time when if it's not comfortable I'd notice. And last night it felt quite nice, the smaller ring was out of the way even more but I definitely felt it more because I'm constantly feeling it against balls. Though it's also making my scrotum ride up the sides of the device until it's almost wedged in the corners where everything meets at the top. This doesn't feel bad just weird so far though I think it could get irritating if they get pinched up there or something. So I'll certainly be seeing how it goes, but the tight secure feel of it rocks, I mean that's the whole point right? :)
Monday, March 14, 2011
Day 74
Wow!!!!!! I honestly don't think I've ever had an orgasm as amazing as I did tonight in my whole life...yeah it's beyond description. But I'll try anyways, before I could even figure out what was happening my body was just shuddering with pleasure and I was blowing my load everywhere! I was literally exploding as my brain exploded with pleasure and relief and just everything good. I completely forgot what was happening, where I was and so much more, and all I could think about or even understand was the pleasure running through me. And while I couldn't see myself or Sir for that matter I knew he was enjoying the show I was putting on. :-P
And while I know I said I wasn't going to to cum until I have resolved to the fact that this year of chastity isn't about when I want to cum it's all about not having control of when I cum. It's really all about accepting that my boyfriend and Sir provide me with that privilege when the time is appropriate. They are doing oh so well, and I can't thank them enough!
And while I know I said I wasn't going to to cum until I have resolved to the fact that this year of chastity isn't about when I want to cum it's all about not having control of when I cum. It's really all about accepting that my boyfriend and Sir provide me with that privilege when the time is appropriate. They are doing oh so well, and I can't thank them enough!
Yeah I had quite a bit of cum to get rid of, hehe.
And this is possibly the most relaxed I've ever been, but just another view of the cum everywhere. :)
P.S. Don't worry I'm all locked back up again and ready to enjoy however long it may be before I cum again. :)
Sunday, March 13, 2011
Day 73
I find it interesting the way that different people react to my chastity. While I don't expect many people to even know what it is, I'm finding that most people have actually heard of it but have never seen one in person before. They then become curious and want to see it and hear a bit about it. I certainly have some people who have been a little weirded out by it, but that's definitely the minority of the people. It's funny though because I've also had some people who I thought would find it interesting, are put of by it, but that certainly doesn't slow me down a bit.
What I find most intriguing of all is tops or Doms that don't want to play because they can't get to my cock. While I understand wanting cock these are not people I though would be bothered by not having access to my cock. It's one of the things I have to explain to people about my chastity I don't have to cum to have had an awesome experience! This is how some people can tell that the bottom/sub has had a good time, but give me a good long session and I'll be just as happy as if you had made me cum 12 times! (maybe a little bit of an exaggeration, but you get my point.
What I find most intriguing of all is tops or Doms that don't want to play because they can't get to my cock. While I understand wanting cock these are not people I though would be bothered by not having access to my cock. It's one of the things I have to explain to people about my chastity I don't have to cum to have had an awesome experience! This is how some people can tell that the bottom/sub has had a good time, but give me a good long session and I'll be just as happy as if you had made me cum 12 times! (maybe a little bit of an exaggeration, but you get my point.
Day 72
It's interesting that chastity while a major thing in my life can be somewhat forgotten about. I've found that some days while it's there, and I'm always reminded of that every time an attractive man walks by or just randomly, it's nice to not think about being locked up for 365. (Wow does that number seem a little scary some times.) Today was one of those days I was out and about with my friends and my chastity just didn't even hit my brain. To me it's gotten to a point where it's just the way things are and that's that. It's not just something I'm doing it's become a part of me and a part of my life. I'm enjoying it as much as I hate it some days and it makes some things really difficult at time.
Saturday, March 12, 2011
Day 71
Q: I find I'm piggier and will agree to more intense scenes or my "hard limits" become a bit more flexible when I've been holding off. What sort of things become more negotiable with the prolonged chastity?
A: I agree to an extent when I'm locked up for this long, or at least almost anything. I have found that I turn into a cock hungry beast when I stay on chastity long term. While the bondage play and play with my Sir and boyfriend really help satisfy my needs, I find some days I just need a cock in my hands to make the day pass in a good way.
A: I agree to an extent when I'm locked up for this long, or at least almost anything. I have found that I turn into a cock hungry beast when I stay on chastity long term. While the bondage play and play with my Sir and boyfriend really help satisfy my needs, I find some days I just need a cock in my hands to make the day pass in a good way.
Thursday, March 10, 2011
Day 70
I'm still locked in chastity, I've received some questions recently. But it's been a long few days with work and life so I'll be leaving them for the next few days. But just as a reminder if you have any questions as to how my chastity effects me during play, in my everyday activities, emotionally, physically, etc send them on over to yearunderlockandkey@gmail.com.
Until next time enjoy your cocks and your cum, because someone deserves to! ;)
Until next time enjoy your cocks and your cum, because someone deserves to! ;)
Wednesday, March 9, 2011
Day 69
Today was a nice day, but I woke up hornier than ever with a boner so hard it made the device stick straight out from my body. I love being horny even if it does suck because I can't jack off my raging boners, but they are so fun to look at and with the device squishing my balls I can't help but smack them around a little bit. :) I'm hoping one day I can either smack or squeeze the cum out of them. Hehe A boy can dream right?!
Tuesday, March 8, 2011
Day 68
Glad to report I'm a happy pig today! What is one to do on their day off work, but take the time to really enjoy themselves and relax a little. And for me that means pulling out our favorite toys, a tub of Boy Butter and going after my ass. While I know not everyone is a fan of ass play it's one of the many things I enjoy so while I had the place to myself today I decided to just get a little piggy and see what I could do to my ass. :)
But as I said before I know there are many people that don't enjoy this and probably won't enjoy the pictures from today. For those who do, feel free to follow the jump and take a look. Enjoy!
But as I said before I know there are many people that don't enjoy this and probably won't enjoy the pictures from today. For those who do, feel free to follow the jump and take a look. Enjoy!
Monday, March 7, 2011
Day 67
Today was another simple day in chastity without much excitement. I do have to say though I'm still feeling the the joys of the orgasm from yesterday. As my Sir has said relief is spelled o-r-g-a-s-m, and I can completely relate. While lots of my play has left me feeling pretty amazing, but nothing has felt quite as good as cumming. Now I can't wait until I get to have another even though I have no idea when that will be. :)
But I'm still horny!
Sunday, March 6, 2011
Day 66
Finally under the 300 mark (well before the days I have to make up for getting out) and I'm very excited, though I'm not sure why because there are still 299 days left. But I find landmarks and take them as they come. So I enjoyed today's landmark with my boyfriend by cumming!!! Yes yes I came today, but don't worry I didn't get out he just knows how to hit all the right spots. :) I have to say it was amazing and the awesome feeling has lasted all day and will keep lasting. That's one of the many joys of chastity is while I have to wait so long the feeling is so intense and lasts so long I can't even describe how great it feels. Ahhhh I'm a very happy boy in case you couldn't tell. Hehe
(If you can't find the cum, well put on your glasses because it's there!)
Saturday, March 5, 2011
Day 65
So I should have posted these last night, but the before and after is kind of fun. ;) As I said last night I had my bf all tied up and teased him for a good long while and then locked him up at the end of the night and kept his mitts on so he didn't get any ideas with the keys in the room. hehe
He did want to get out and get off so bad. Mwahahaha
But this morning I decided he had been a good enough boy that he could get off. So I put him in his new neoprene sleep sack which is awesome and feels great! But of course I had to have my fun with it too. So I played with his cock and had a nice ride on his great cock, and then I was so horny I wanted to see him blow his load...And boy did he BLOW! It's time like this that I miss being able to do the same, but seeing him blow makes it all worth it. :)
Day 64
Mmmmm cock! I love it so much and since I don't have my own to play with my boy friends is always a pleasure to play with (as it always is). Even more fun since he's been locked up for a couple of weeks. Though he did have a slip up so unfortunately I just got to play with it and couldn't get him off. What kind of man would I be if I rewarded him for such behavior? (Insert evil grin here.) Since I have the key it's gonna be a nice weekend where once he's tied up; I can get all the cock fix I need. Even just seeing it there throbbing wondering what I'll do next is a wonderful sight and makes me not want mine just a little bit. When he gets to cum, the teasing will be completely worth it.
Thursday, March 3, 2011
Day 63
Today was an interesting day in chastity, not bad, but not really fun. As I have thought many times chastity is essentially a massive lesson in delayed gratification, which is for me one of the biggest reasons I enjoy it so much. Of course the control of it all is the biggest draw for me. But today was really a bit of a struggle, that I wanted play and I wanted it today! Maybe I was being picky in saying that I didn't want to play with myself but realistically I do that about 3-4 times a week. I'll pull out some clothes pins, tie myself up as best I can, torture my balls a little, and then pull out my toys. That can get old though. Today I just wanted something, anything, different. I tried and tried with no luck so well it turned into a tape gag, jock strap, and vest kind of night. Really not a bad way to relax I found out, but still not quite wanted (and no I don't want to cum). So until I can find some help I will do the things that get me by, but when I do get some play the release and the feelings are so great it kind of makes up for it. ;)
Wednesday, March 2, 2011
Day 62
Today was another simple day in chastity, nothing exciting to report. The ring size change is continuing to go well and allows me to notice the device less and more at the same time. I don't feel it getting in the way of things like sleeping, walking, sitting etc as with the larger ring I felt it press against my skin sometimes during these activities. But I do notice it more because I can feel it more hugging my balls and cock more tightly all the time. As for the shaving it's nice, but I remembered why I don't like shaving all that much; the hair grows back. This isn't a problem for people who maintain the shaving and keep it shaved all the time, but for someone who can't get to the area all that well frequently I'm not a huge fan. While it has been nice not to have a single hair pulled since shaving trimming, I personally think I'll just stick with trimming short and just hoping for the best.
Oh btw, I'm REALLY HORNY!!!!!!!!!!! Thank goodness my boyfriend will be in town this weekend so I can play with a cock! Hehe
Oh btw, I'm REALLY HORNY!!!!!!!!!!! Thank goodness my boyfriend will be in town this weekend so I can play with a cock! Hehe
Day 61
Not much happened today with my chastity. It was a long tough day in general which makes it an even longer day in chastity which is difficult. Though oddly enough even at the end of today I wasn't horny and didn't want to get off. I don't know if it was the stress of the day or the time that I've been in chastity that has made me accustomed to the fact that I can't get off so that's not gonna help at the end of the day. So instead I get to dwell and think about the things that have happened throughout the day. This can be nice and can be annoying but I find productive.
It's interesting that this experience even though fairly similar (so far) to my last chastity stent, has been pretty different in many respects as far as my daily experiences go.
It's interesting that this experience even though fairly similar (so far) to my last chastity stent, has been pretty different in many respects as far as my daily experiences go.
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