Day 121

Today it all came rushing back, every little bit of horniness.  I honestly couldn't focus on a damn thing at work.  All I could do was think about cock, getting a cock off, and cum!  I found myself constantly checking in on Recon and other sites looking at cock and trying to keep from drooling thinking about it sitting at my desk. 

So I decided to come home on lunch and try to get a load out to see if that's what my body is craving and keeping me distracted.  On my way home I'm thinking of which porno I'm going to put on, not that I need it because I'm so horny!  I decided on something with lots of cum and cock, so Drunk on Cum sounded perfect.  I loaded it up and the cum started flying.  By this point in time I was so hard I could barely stand it throbbing in the cage.  

Watching the video I was craving cum so I began to play with my ass reaching my fingers in to find my prostate.  As I massaged my prostate I could feel my cock almost getting harder in it's cage.  It'd only been a couple minutes but I could feel myself getting so close like I was edging with my cock drawing myself nearer and nearer to cumming.  It's been so long since I've brought cum up through my own cock.  As I got closer I could feel myself about to cum and I had to decide if I wanted to actually cum or not...fuck yeah I wanna cum!  My cock pulses and stream after stream of cum flows from my cock and fills up the cage spilling over the top and out the sides.   My body shakes and quivers with the pleasure and I simply laid there feeling wonderful!  And then I look at the clock, shit!  Too much fun, time to get back to work, but not before lapping up as much of the cum as possible and snapping a couple pictures of my cum filled cage. 

Day 120

Today was just another typical day in chastity, tough really feeling the benefits of a good play session last night.  When I get the chance to really let loose and get worked over really well even if I don't cum it makes me slightly less horny.  And actually when I do cum I find myself almost hornier the day after than the day previous because it's like a little bit of a tease, but I do absolutely love cumming and was so craving it before I played last night.  Had I not gone out for that I literally would have stayed home with my hand up my ass until I shot a huge load all over everything.  I think electro might be an interesting key to long term chastity, for me at least.  As I think I've mentioned previously sometimes I have insanely intense cravings for sensation on my cock which is so hard to quench and getting out as often as those cravings come isn't an option.  It would be like weekly...but electro done the right way to my ass like last night gave me that sensation that I craved so much and even seems to have made my cock a little less sensitive which has been nice.  Plus it gives me the opportunity to try to cum in chastity which now that I know for sure it won't add an additional day to my year I will thoroughly enjoy from time to time.

Day 119

Electricity can make the body do really interesting things...of course the most spectacular of those is orgasm!  Alas it didn't do that to me tonight, though I had plenty of electricity coursing through me.  I still had an amazing time with electricity and some great nipple play and sensual touching.  I love having my nipples worked over and when they're getting ripped off while my ass is being jolted by electricity even better!

This evening I got the chance to have a new electro experience previously most of my experience had been with something attached to my cock.  Even last time I was locked up I did a little electro with a plug, but had a ring put around the base that was exposed.  This time I got tied in to a sling and then had a Rocket Electric Dildo put it.

I love having dildos up my hole so I was very excited to have something nice and deep buried in my whole.  The added electricity was amazing! As I said I'd had plugs before but this deep sensation was intense and shocking (pardon my pun).  I've never felt electro like it before.  It was like dildo was exploding electricity from the tip all around and then working it's way further out.  Especially as it creeped up my ass and towards my cock.  As it hit my cock I barely even knew what to think since it hasn't had an real sensation for over a month now!  It was the usual pins and needles feeling that can come with electro except not only was it not really there, but it was so welcome.  with each wave of electricity I could feel my hole tightening around the dildo pulling it up into my prostate giving it a real workout.  Honestly it was like I was edging for an hour.  Of course I would have gone longer to cum, because I had come so close a few times while riding the waves. 

Though I didn't come I had certainly gotten some tension out and drained my balls of tons of precum.  My cock was drowning in it by the time I was finished. 

Day 118

I am sooooo horny, it's almost out of control.  And though I am playing with someone tomorrow I honestly couldn't wait until then.  My cock was throbbing inside my cage today at even the smallest glimpse of a hot picture or a man anywhere.  So I decided I needed to have a little fun of my own this evening before I have another wet dream (not that it would be bad, but if I'm going to cum I at least want someone to be able to see it or have caused it).

I'm finding that my cock is getting really sensitive. Not like chaffing sensitive, but feels every movement and when I'm hard I feel like one pump of my cock would make me explode!  I don't really mind this I just hope by the end of the year I'm not cumming every 5 seconds because my cock is so sensitive.  Though for some people who find that their cocks aren't very sensitive and that it takes them a long time to cum, this is a fun experiment to see once they're out if they are more sensitive and if so how sensitive it really gets.  Personally my Sir is a hard one to get off without some assistance from him (which I don't mind one bit because it means he can and will fuck me for a long time) but sometimes (okay all the time) I like to be able to suck a guy until he blows his load.  If I were to do that for him I would be at it for at least 2 hours, but after he spent a little while in chastity earlier this year when he got out I got that chance to drain him and it was awesome!   So for those looking for some extra sensitivity give up your cock for a bit and see what happens I'm sure it'll be enjoyable.

So as my sensitive cock strained to try and get something I played with the many other parts of my body that I enjoy and had a great time this evening.  Enjoy the video after the jump, not the greatest since it was from my webcam but I think it should still rouse some cocks.

Day 117

So last night was a lot of fun and my balls were incredibly swollen when I woke up this morning as well as a raging hard on.  But it was certainly well worth it.

As for today it was fairly uneventful regarding chastity just the usual and preoccupied with the many other things going on in my life.

Though I do have to say I'm noticing my horniness more outwardly recently.  I'm not one to really voice when I think people are attractive, but lately I've been seeing people on the street and saying out loud, "He's hot!"  I have no idea why other than the fact that I want to have sex with everyone that I find attractive. It kind of takes me aback each time I do it, like woah what just happened.  I find it interesting though that I let it out a little bit more and other people can see it a little bit though I still contain it in front of most people.  For people that would go along with it though it totally slips out because oh my god I'm looking at everything with a penis these days.  Not taking it all, but maybe by the end of the year who knows I might be that horny!

Day 116

It's picture day!

So while from this picture you probably can't tell the other night when I was with Sir we switched me back to the other ring that I wore previously.  The one I was wearing was causing some minor chaffing even though I didn't really want to get out of it because I loved the tight secure fit of it, I had to.  Though I'm hoping to go back in it after some time out and maybe alternate between the two spending more time in the tighter one.  This larger one is good, but I honestly don't like it as much and like the feel of the other so much better.  Perhaps maybe lubing around the ring better when I try it again I'll have a better experience.

But of course because I love to torture my balls as soon as they got a chance to breathe I decided to lock them up for the evening.

They got a very good beating around to to keep them nice and swollen and tender since I decided to spend the night with the ball stretcher on.

Day 115

Relaxation and recovery does have to happen occasionally.  I love taking some beatings, but eventually the body needs a break.  But I certainly didn't forget about my chastity in all my relaxation.  As usual I was chatting with people online through Recon and in talking about play and what would/could be fun I got the usual question of, "How do you get off when you play with people?"  It's still funny to me when I get this question.  I've mentioned it before, but people are so worried about getting off and it's really not that important.  Do what you wanna do if you (or I) get off well that's just an added bonus.  If I can come out of a scene smiling from ear to ear and floating on cloud nine that's all I can ask for.

I think there is just this idea amongst most gay men that if the person that I'm with gets off then it must have been a good time.  FALSE!  I've had a handful of experiences when I wasn't locked up where I got off that weren't fun and I would never want to repeat again.  But since I got off the other guy went away thinking I did good he got off, that's the goal right.  Wrong, even when I wasn't locked up the goal is not to get off the goal is to have fun, play around and make someone squirm a little and indulge in the things that we all love to do so much.  Now I won't so I don't love getting off and cumming because I absolutely do, but just because you've made that happen doesn't mean it's been good.  So talk about what everyone enjoys to make it a real good time for everyone it always helps!

Oh and pictures have been added to both the previous posts so enjoy!

Day 114

Two great nights in a row I don't know what I'm going to do with myself...go to sleep a very very happy boy. :)

This evening Sir and I got a chance to play and his boyfriend joined in to add some cock to the fun (I never can get enough of that stuff, hehe).  First off I got there and was telling him more about what happened last evening.  Of course he wanted to see what marks got left from the beating and surprising there weren't really any this morning or all day.  Of course my chest was still quite sore, but with no marks to be seen Sir decided I hadn't had enough and could use some more punishment.  He began punching my chest making me grunt with each one as they were even more intense than last night.  And then he pulled out his new paddle perfectly sized for the chest.

He finally cuffed my wrists and ankles and bound them together.  Then the blindfold went on and he led me to the bathroom put my on my knees and emptied his bladder down my throat and quenched my thirst for piss.  After he had nothing left he lead me back to the bedroom and again put me on my knees and began to put my mouth around his cock.  As always I enjoyed every moment of it but before I could really enjoy it he pulled his cock out and threw me on the bed.

He began beating my ass with one of his many toys.  He asked if I could count to 10 and I said yes.  Before I knew it *whack*.  His cane had smacked my ass wrapping around striking the side of my leg seriously throwing me into serious pain, as I shouted "one".  This continued all the way through 9, each one of them making me grunt and shout.  As I lay there waiting for number 10 I heard some shuffling and then he told me to get on all fours and I knew what was coming.  He began fucking, me one of my many joys of playing with Sir.  He continued making me moan with pleasure until he had his fill.  *Smack* there was number 10!  And then as he got up and shuffled around I heard someone else come in; it must have been his boyfriend.  He again thrust his cock down my throat and began enjoying himself and playing with his boyfriend.  I suck Sir's cock until my mouth is almost locking up and Sir finishes down my throat and as I sucked every last drop out he had just finished his boyfriend.  Then he passed me off to his boyfriends cock to try to drain out another load and give me some more cock since I can't get my own. I love cock!

The first strike...yeah it was a doozy... 

The final result...

 Yum...cock!

Day 113

This evening I had lots of fun, hehe.  I got to be a part of crucifixion demo at one of the local leather bars and I was saran wrapped to a pole again in the other one.  I really don't know how I get myself into these situations...oh yeah I don't say no. :)

Both experiences were a lot of fun though, with the crucifixion it was more of a show and tell than anything really fun.  But I won't complain about being tied up and  stripped and played with a little in the back of a bar.  Plus I got lots of questions about my chastity afterwards which is always fun and exciting for me to share with people, especially those who have never seen one in person before.  Pictures of the "crucifixion" are below, I hope you enjoy because I did. (The outfit was the presenter's choice since it was eventually cut off.)c

The pole experience was again intense and quite enjoyable, just more beatings and torture, just the usual. :)

Day 112

It's confession time, I love this device so much but finding the right ring is a bit of an art form and doesn't always stay the same. Right now I'm loving the very tight and secure feel of the ring that I'm currently wearing. Though after wearing it for a while it has certainly made me a little irritated but I don't want to give it up. Of course I will so my skin can breathe and be healthy but I hate to think of having a ring that will sag more and have a little more freedom.

I know I'm a little crazy really wanting to not be able to get to my cock at all but I love not being able to control it. I'm a masochist that's been long established! But I love depriving myself and driving myself crazy and up the wall.

So enjoy my crazy because it must (or at least I hope it is) be entertaining.

Day 111

Even the more simple scenes can be just as fun. Like this evening, a weight bench, some rope and two guys. That's all we needed to have a great time! While the more intense scenes that I definitely enjoy more, I will have to say the simpler (sometimes quicker ones) are very nice as well. I guess it's like me jerking off but not. They certainly don't happen as often as I used to jerk off, but when I'm in a pinch, super horny, and need to have some fun, they take the edge off. They are also way beyond more enjoyable than just sitting at home turning on the porn and yanking out a load.

Though I've found they don't always live up to what they could be. Sometimes they turn very vanilla very quickly which isn't a bad thing, but come on torture me a little. It won't harm you I promise, just me. :) Throwing on a leather harness and calling it kinky doesn't really work for me. That's a wonderful and very useful sex accessory, but it's not kinky. Twist my nipples like a screw cap on a beer bottle and hang that dumbell from my balls, or take the bag clips hanging on your fridge and put them somewhere interesting, then we're getting somewhere. Otherwise I'm just as satisfied as I would have been had I jerked off. I'm floating on could nine for about an hour and then I'm fucking horny again...okay maybe a day and then I'm crazy horny again but still not long enough when I'm averaging one full-on-out-of-chastity-orgasm a month!

Even with the kinky guys it seems unless you're willing to give them 3 hours of your day to "develop a scene" and make it "worth it" it's difficult to get some good kinky, nasty, rough, enjoyable times. Why does kink have to limited to a dungeon, or play room...that's right it doesn't. Let it happen even in the quick play sessions, even to plug up for an hour at home I've got myself tied up gaged and blindfolded and that's just for me.

Day 110

I want to jerk off so BAD!! (Or at least I did earlier today.)  I had at least 5 times today when got a rock solid hard on and wanted to feel my cock in my hand stroking my hard dick.  It's funny how it comes and goes.  Most days I really don't have any incling to touch my cock, but when I have a day off to spend some time alone in my apartment with little to do....  Of course I wanna jerk off, that's exactly what I would do if I wasn't locked up.  I probably would have beat out about 5 loads throughout the day between loads of laundry and cleaning etc. So instead I got productive and ran some errands and took care of things that needed to get done.  It felt pretty good to take that time to be productive.  

But of course when I got home and after I finished all my day off activities it happened again (I might have been watching some porn).  I was rock hard and horny as hell!  So I plugged up for a couple of hours and I  felt much better sitting around rocking around on my seat massaging my prostate, wrenching on my nipples.  It made me harder and harder, but it felt so blissful I completely forgot about my cock aching against it's cage.  It would be rare that I would do this if I weren't locked up.  Which is silly because this pleasure lasted so much longer than had I just laid in bed and yanked a few loads out.  And I feel much more satisfied.

Day 109

Today I got a little rope happy and tied myself up, though that's nothing new.  I decided to get creative with rope and just see what I could do.  I don't really have a gag so I decided I was going to attempt to making a ball gag out of rope.  I figured I've seen some ball like knots before so maybe it could work.  I found a monkey fist knot online tried it out and it fit real well in my mouth.  So with a little modification and some time futzing to get it just right I came up with this:

And slightly surprisingly it worked really well so with that stuffed in my mouth letting the spit drip down my chin I decided to get some more rope on. 

I sat there bound and blindfolded just enjoying my time left vulnerable sitting in my room stuck with nowhere to go.  Now if only someone had burst through the door and taken advantage of me....sorry I started day dreaming again.  I've been doing that a lot lately, but what else is a horny boy to do.

Day 108

For those of you who may not be particularly experienced in chastity there are lots of different places to learn about it.  Blogs like mine and others out there are great!  In order to get a broader picture of a number of different people's experiences there are a couple great sites that I've only recently joined.  I've already really enjoyed sharing my experiences there and have appreciated learning about other people's stents.

Locked M4M

Locked'n'Denied

Day 107

Last night I had the wonderful chance to play with reddywhp who I'd met before but had never had the pleasure of playing with. As you may have gathered from some of my posts over the week it's has been a tough one so I was very excited to get some of the tension and frustration out.

We hadn't really talked much about what was going to happen, which isn't uncommon for me. I'm not really picky and like I think I've said previously I really enjoy being the Dom's subject to do with as they please. But we had talked about the things we both enjoyed and figured we could make something work from there.

When I walked in and saw his floggers laid out across the table I was jumping with excitement on the inside! He asked me what I liked about flogging and I said, everything but more specifically the intense stings and really hard thuds. And after that it began.

I was stripped and tied to the St. Andrews cross and hooded waiting for what was to come. As I anticipated the warm up that usually comes with a flogging I feel my balls getting yanked around and tied up as he chuckled and said, I love anchors. I could feel him behind me getting ready, and first came some smacks with his hands on my upper back just getting it ready for the beating it was about to receive. It wasn't bad just a nice thumping, then he leaned against me pushing me into the cross and as he backed away I knew it was about to start. First the thuds started against the top of my back digging in a little with each hit. The harder and harder until he started to get me moaning and writhing. As I moved around a bit my balls weren't moving and they were getting pulled each time for an added bonus or something... And then they started getting harder and before they really got intense they cut out and he again pushed me into the cross and started biting on my shoulders making me growl and grunt as the pain sets in.

He set a flogger on either shoulder and asked left or right...I could only slightly tell a difference but I went with the one that felt a little heavier. And he started with that one saying the other would come back not to worry. As he started to ramp up with the one I picked it stopped once more and he laid one me once more pushing me into the cross and he told me I wasn't finished yet. :)

As he backed away I felt a cold spot in my back starting at the top moving down pressing against where he had hit making me shiver and quiver. Getting me ready for what was to come. As he got further back they started coming again stinging this time. It must have been the one I didn't choose this time. And then it started mixing with the other one that he was just using. As soon as they got me grunting and moving it got faster one after another with no stopping relentless pounding on my back. I was going crazy it was amping up I was now almost shouting just trying let it happen and accept my fate.

He slowed down and pulled out another flogger with much stronger thud to this one but it was right on top of the other hit making it almost sting again while feel like I was getting punched in the back. And then they started again one right after the other amping up. This time I could barely stand it I could feel my body just giving into it my legs giving way just a little and my mind clearing and just letting go of everything!

After that he came up and pressed me into the cross just keeping me up and letting me come back to earth. Once he untied me I just stood there beaming from ear to ear...why after being beaten? It's an awesome experience that just makes everything melt away. A wonderful end to a stressful week.

Day 106 Q&A Time

So previous I had been asked about wet dreams in chastity and until last night I had no answer for this inquiry, but (as I'm sure you've guessed) last night I had a wet dream.  I came in my sleep, or almost sleep.

I have never really have cum in my sleep before, I've  always jerked off far too much for that to happen.  But being locked up and barely cumming certainly leaves a lot of cum needing to go somewhere and apparently last night it decided it was coming out!

I was asleep dreaming of cock, the details are a little hazy, but I know there were lots of them all around and at least one of them in my mouth.  I was sucking each one of them wanting to drain every drop of cum from them.  And as one of them was about to unload their load down my throat, I wake up.   Something feels weird, my cock is...something.  It's not sore, it feels good but it's incased in plastic.  Then I feel it my cock is pulsing and throbbing in it's cage, something's about to come out...oh shit!  There it is cum is shoving it's way through the tiny space available and I can feel it as it's squeezing through my piss slit out the end of my cock.  It keeps coming with each throb another little bit tries to come through.  After 4 big pulses it seems to be finished.  I still only half realize what's happen in my sleepy fog, so moments later I drift back to sleep.

When I woke up this morning I really knew it had happened when my shorts were stuck to my CB and there was a white residue all over the inside.   I wish that I had woken enough to get some pictures of the cum filled everything, but I have a feeling there might be a next time in the 259 days left.

Day 105

Yesterday I said I would try to finish the sleep sack story today, but unfortunately today was one of the worst days of my work life so that didn't happen.  Rarely has work ever gotten to me to this point of complete frustration and irritation, that I wanted to through my hands up and walk out.  So needless to say my chastity wasn't really on my brain much today.  While I could certainly consistently feel it and knew it was there it played no part in my day.

I think I can safely say it didn't even add to the frustration at work because I compartmentalize so much that if I need to completely ignore my horniness which is always there, or the feel of the device I absolutely can and do.  It's part of what helps me deal with the occasional serious frustration I have at the device when it's really annoying me.

And while I can't decide if I'm proud or sad of the fact that I had no intense desire to take my chastity off today and jerk off, I am impressed by it.  Though I am definitely looking forward to some play soon because I need to get some of this pressure and stress out of my system before it really starts driving me nuts!

Day 104

Well I have nothing exciting to report today, I'm still locked up.  Today sucked for many different reasons but not because of the chastity.  While I've found it can make everything feel a lot more intense that is certainly not what made the day so crazy and bad.  I hope to finish off my sleep sack story tomorrow so for those looking forward to the ending of that story stay tuned. :)

Day 103

So I'll give the chastity version of the boxers vs briefs argument, it's laundry day and so I had to wear boxers today.  All in all it was pretty good and I can say for most people either way is good to go even though I've heard from some that boxers can be a poor choice.

Boxers provide for a really nice amount of movement that can be nice and because of that I certainly noticed the device more than usual.  I can say for me though because I always like to lube up quite liberally this movement didn't cause any problems for me.  For some this could certainly cause some rubbing issues as it moves around.  Figuring out what it takes to make the device work for you takes some time that's for sure.  Though I do have to through one caveat in for the boxers if you have a PA be prepared for a little clicking.  Yes with each step walking through my work I could hear my PA clicking against my plastic cage.  Which for me was rather exciting because it was just loud enough for me to notice and again remind me of my locked up cock. For others this might be incredibly nerve racking as it was for me the first time I heard it happen.  This click could also come from a metal lock so it's something to be prepared for with anyone but more so for people with PAs.

As for the briefs or trunks (my personal favorite) they muffle this little click and keep the lock securely in  touch with the device at all times so that is nice.  They also keep the device nice and tight up against the body and for a good snug and enclosed feeling which is wonderful.  And for those worried about the device shifting and moving around a lot causing chaffing etc this could be a part of the solution.  Overall I like the feel of this the best because the tighter fit helps hold the device in the most comfortable position and not shift much or move to awkward positions (even if they aren't bad).  Also in general it just seems like the obvious choice for these reasons, but it is not necessarily the "best" or "only" choice for men in chastity.

I like to live in this "Do as you want and make it work for you." way and find it has worked well for me in chastity because you can do anything sometimes it just takes a little bit of work as I think I keep explaining.

Day 102

Being locked up really does make me incredibly horny!  Today while driving back from a weekend of fun with friends for some reason I was very thirsty.  And as usual on the drive there were a couple times when I had a LOT of piss saved up in my bladder.  I wish that I had a story of a catheter placed in my with a tube long enough to simply recycle the piss as I let it flow from my cock.  Unfortunately I have no such story and I was just horny the whole time day dreaming of drinking my piss.

So once I got home I knew I was going to have to get some piss play in to keep myself happy.  I got a chance to take over the tub for a little while and I really wanted to get some piss all over my face and down my throat.  That proved to be a little more difficult than I thought.  I think partially due to the chastity.  I've certainly covered my face in piss before, but this time with my penis dangling over my face I couldn't get a drop out.  After waiting and waiting I got a few drips of delicious piss and precum to drip out of cock and right down my throat.  With my bladder still ready to explode with piss I laid pack in the tub and let my piss flow all over my chest and licked up all that I could craving that piss coming out of my cock. 

After the jump is the video of the wonderful piss...

Day 101

 Today was much easier than yesterday and my device only once felt like it was in the way when I stepped up into a car and got a real nice pinch between the cage the ring.  That was a first and something to avoid at all costs again.

Earlier in the day a lot more fun was had though, again pictures I think will come later.  I have no idea whether they were taken or not but I think I saw a flash on the other side of that blindfold. :)

After having some fun with some people, I was taken back and had a nice tight rubber hood slipped over my head.  Before I was blindfolded and gagged I was put back on the bed and zipped into a soft leather sleepsack.  As soon as the blindfold and gag went on I began to feel the straps cinching starting at the ankles and going all the way up my making me completely immobile, stuck inside that sleep sack, feeling the leather pressed against my skin.  Soon I had noise canceling ear muffs put on so that really had no idea as to what was going to happen next.

So for the next, however long I was encased in the wonderful feel of leather, I was mercilessly teased.  My nipples were bitten, pinched, pulled, twisted and clamped while my balls were squeezed and beaten blue.  It was wonderful!  Once I was finally released from my leathery cocoon I had a a smile from ear to ear and I was very satisfied.  It was quite nice to just lay back and enjoy myself being worked over.

Day 100

So today is day 100!!! I'm very excited even though it's not really any good milestone for a year commitment, but it is fun to say. :)

Today was quite intriguing and it's fun to give reviews on how day to day activities go in chastity because for the most part they really aren't too bad.  I went hiking today which was a lot of fun with lots of great friends and such...but the chastity was difficult.  It definitely was difficult because it kind of got in the way when making large steps and such, but all in all it really made no serious impact on it.  It's definitely something you want to lube VERY well for.  About halfway through the hike it was very apparent that I was going to need to lotion and lube up again because of course the device was constantly moving.  It didn't stop me from doing it though.  As it has not stopped me from doing anything else that I did out of chastity.

It's been great to get to explore doing the different things that I enjoy doing out of chastity in chastity.  Last time I never really gave much thought to the things that I did and how the chastity affected those things or what interesting things happened.

Day 99

So today I came......it was okay......but it wasn't really meant to happen so it was pretty much a wasted orgasm and for that I got a day added to my chastity.  So now in total I have an additional 4 days of chastity (I'll have to confirm towards the end of the year through my blog).  Today's was interesting though because it was with the device still on, which is the only way that I came a few times when I was locked up in the silicone device previously for 90 days.   That was always interesting and fun in it's own way, but it was really different because each of those times were very intentional.

Day 98

Today was a very busy day so it was another not so exciting day in chastity. I even didn't have a raging boner this morning which was nice. But don't get me wrong I wasn't able to completely forget about it. While I really don't pay attention to my chastity I definitely notice it throughout the day. Since I feel it all the time, walking around it shifts back and forth, sittign down it shifts, etc but I've just been just been so conditioned to it that it no longer matters.

That's why days aren't always exciting even though I know it's around. :)

Day 97

A while ago I talked about the few different devices I've been in during my chastity.  Well today because I've been drooling over chastity devices (I know who drools over something that takes your cock away from you, but I do.) so today I figured I'd share some of my dream devices.

While not all of these are long tern devices they are gorgeous and would make for a nice change of pace for people in long term chastity.

Seed Pod Chastity Cock Cage from Mr. S

The idea of wearing this 24/7 does make me drip with precum, being totally incased in steel.  But thinking about it the bulge would be noticeable, and having spoken with people who have worn it, it becomes uncomfortable during long term wear because it's bulky.  For someone to get locked in for the night while chained next to Sir waiting for him to use his boy, what better device would you want?



Fetters Maximum Security Locking Shorts from Mr. S

Again these shorts are certainly not for long term wearing, but it would be a very nice way to spend a weekend locked up with someone easily accessible, yet so easily locked back inside before cumming.  They would also allow for some much needed pressure relief from the ring on regular chastity devices which can become irritating.  And who doesn't love some nice tight leather confining containing a good boy.



And then there is anything made by the the awesome company Steelwerks which makes amazing custom stainless steel chastity devices.  Some of the ones that I especially enjoy are pictured below.

Day 96 - Q&A Time

Q: How do you get all of those pictures of yourself?

A: Well all of my Monday pictures are self portraits with a self timer and a table top tripod.  Of course this is difficult with only 10 seconds (that's all I get out of my camera) to get set up for some of these poses (like last night) so sometimes I have to get a little creative for the photos before really enjoying the play time.  It can take a few shots to get it just right without being able to see what the picture is going to look like.  I've also had some luck (for those of you trying to get a little extra time to set up) with an app on my iPhone "Gorillacam" that gives me up to 90 seconds to set up which has come in handy a few times.

Of course not all of my pictures are self portraits, and some come from people that I play with.  I like to request that I get pictures from my play times because for one I like to be blindfolded so it's fun to see what happened as well as from when I'm locked up, I want to be able to get off on all of the experiences eventually. :) (I'll be taking a week to just sit in my room and spend some quality time with my penis after it's out.)

And speaking of pictures I got pictures from the play session I had on Day 78, enjoy I did completely immobilized by rope. :)

Day 95

Who doesn't love a bit of self bondage?  Well I certainly do!  And so for my Monday picture this week I decided to work on self hog tie which was a lot of fun. (Also a lot of work, but a carabiner came in really handy.)

It was really fun to just get all tied up and struggle around in it a little, didn't get a video (this time) of it but got rather sweaty wrestling around in my rope. :)  Oh and I had found some clothespins lying around that ended up on me.

So to see my struggles here are some pictures, enjoy!

Day 94

Today was just a normal day in chastity, boring for all you readers, but really nice and slightly refreshing for me. :)

So I'll take this boring day to share with you one of the many blogs that I enjoy reading to get a slightly different perspective on chastity.  Because being able to read how other people deal with it is very interesting, and boy chris does a really great job with it on his blog:

Day 93

Playing is very different in chastity, though I rarely notice (other than not cumming).  I have recently found some play, that with a cum shot at the end ROCKED unsatisfactory...and incredibly frustrating.  While I have found lots of play times enjoyable while locked up, they have all come with some sort of climax, be that a flogging, spanking, electro, rough fucking, etc.  I've realized that really it's just replacing the same release and it's probably an interesting physical reaction of chemicals in my brain that are allowing those things to cause the same/similar releases.
But those releases are so incredibly necessary.  If I go through a whole scene and just get left excited and unreleased I become incredibly frustrated (beyond the typical frustration of chastity).  It's not until I find that release (playing with my own ass, seriously working my body over, or find some play) that I can let that frustration go and feel okay again.
Sometimes this can be very difficult but being able to deal with the delayed gratification of it all and actually allowing myself to be frustrated has been an interesting and slightly freeing experience while irritating at the same time.

Day 92

Mornings SUCK some days, the pinching and hard on never wake me, but it is always any interesting surprise when I wake up in the morning.