Day 168

Play that falls through (especially after talking about it all day and getting me horny) makes me a very unhappy boy!  Typically this makes me very upset because well as I've mentioned before on here playing with myself in many ways is great but there is nothing like playing with another person.  So this disappointment is hard to swallow.  A little more so when in chastity especially when you were supposed to be the top in the play....  I'm not prepared to have fun with myself which kind of sucks more than if I weren't in chastity because I would of have a good night either way with a nice wank. 

Fortunately tomorrow I'm supposed to play with someone else and so as long as that goes as planned I think I can stay a happy boy. :)