Today was a nice day for me. It was very relaxing which I've been needing for a while, but it still wasn't totally what I've been craving. And no I'm not talking about an orgasm. I've been fairly satisfied in that department for quite a while. Though I haven't had one in I don't know how long I have come so close a number of times that it's keeping me content. Some more me time will be nice tomorrow, but I can't spend it all relaxing. Coming up with a really good balance in my life with an even more unpredictable schedule is proving a little difficult. Even with my work having a funky schedule it was less funky than what I'm doing now with work and school. And that was part of what helped keep me sane was that I had days off that I knew I didn't have to do anything. Now in school and constantly having readings and research to do it's not quite as easy. And again the lack of instant gratification and pleasure I get from jerking off has made it a little more difficult, but this is the year I choose and I'm enjoying it. Personally I wouldn't have it any other way right now.
I find chastity a really great experience and enjoy it thoroughly. If I were to do it again on such a scale, I would have to work in a way in which I could have time with my penis occasionally though. Rarely being able to get to it myself is my one real struggle. I like giving up the control of it, but I don't want to give it up.
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