Day 251

So an interesting day overall, and a bit of a frustrating one towards the end which made me miss being able to jack off quite a bit.  It'd be a wonderful way to put myself to sleep right now.  As we all know though that's not an option...so instead I'll motiviate myself by looking forward to tomorrow.  I'm playing with a friend and whatever happen I know I'll come out of it feeling at least a bit better, even if I'm still craving my cock.  Which I have a feeling I will be because I have been for quite some time now and don't see that going away soon, not until I have my cock in my hand jacking out load after load.